Prayer

This is a poem that I wrote when I was in the middle of healing from my depression.
Its a mixture of the prayers that I prayed to god.

PARAYER

The questions are asked
Why me what if and when

I cry with hurt I cry with pain
I'm so scared I can't even sleep
My every struggle is to not give up
I'm just living day by day

I need your love
I need your streingth
I need your grace
Your comfort is all I pray

What if I'm not good enough
What if I'm to fat
What if my emotions stab me in my back

Lord it's so hard I don't know what to do.



So many pressures
So many fakes
So many trying to just live it and hide the pain

I'm hurt, tired, scared and strained
I give it to you lord
I want to live for you

What do I have to give, you died on the cross and took my sins.
I love you lord and this is what I can give.

I will sing I will praise I will live my life for YOU!