On BELAY!

The year 2012 is here, im not going to lie I was scared for this year before it even started. The end of 2011 was not the greatest, so many things were happening in my life and I tryed to make the best out of them but on December 31 I found out somthing that topped it all off and it made me scared for 2012 to come and for what it had in store for me and my family. New years eve we had some friends over to celebrate so I decided I would just have fun and make the best of it! That is exactly what I did, newyears eve and day has been the best start to a year that I could ever ask for.
I went to bed at 3:30am and woke up at 7:30am to get dressed and ready to go to church. When I got to church I felt like somthing was different. I am a part of our worshop team so I go to church early for a workers meeting and to reherse our song set. During the meeting and the rehersal I felt submission, I felt the worshop, I felt the LOVE. Worshop was amazing but the message god gave my pastor was even better. The message he had was a great way to start off the new year. I took so much from the sermon and I could tell that it touched many others aswell.
Today I make a vow to let go of the past and LIVE the life god has intended me to live and not fear what I have in store for my life but to have anticipation! Yes there is good things that have happened in my past,Yes I have learned from everything I have gone through, Yes I have been changed becasue of what I have experianced but I have gottten everything out of the past that I could possibly have recieved. The problem though was that I was dwelling on the negative of what I had done, on what had been done to me, and on the pain that I had gone through. I wasnt able to move forword. An illistration that my pastor used today in his sermon; if you try to walk forword while you are looking backwords you are not going to get anywhere, but if you turn around and face forword and dont look back then you are going to get somewhere. This is exactly what I needed to do I needed to just forgive the wrongings and move on because they had already been done and there is no way of changing what had already happened.
 I NEED TO MOVE FORWORD!!

MY GOAL FOR 2012

I need to Forgive, Forget, LOVE unconditionaly, Face Forword, Believe God Can do anything and that he only has the best intended for me I just need to work as a team with him so I can take the steps nessesary for me to become the person he has intended me to be so I can live for him and share that life with others, and I need to not wory and be afraid because god will always be there with me and keep me safe(worrying about somthing dosn't get you anywhere, you have to act apon it and its not as scary as it seems when you are sitting there worrying).

2012 Here I come I am going to LIVE my life to the fullest for god!

I challenge you to take the stand too, along with me!!